答案

最爱你的人,
是一个会把你的话记住,
不必要去提醒但却会以行动证明。
你最爱的人,
你不会介意一切的不完美,
反而会去适应,
把不完美的,
都成为心中的满足。

可惜没有最适当的爱人。
只有在最适当的时间遇到最适当的人。
爱的比较多的那一方,
没有说刻意去改变来迁就,
而是因为觉得值得,
所以一切都无所谓。

许下的诺言,
唯一的诺言,
可能会成为分手后最痛的理由。
一幕幕看着诺言在眼前破裂,
心情又会是如何?
是心碎了?还是死心了?

重不认识的两个陌生人,
到相识,相爱,到最后分开,
又回到了陌生人的相处方式。
是要去逃避,还是要去面对?
把所有有关的相片,影片都删掉,
难道就可以把脑袋里的记忆都删除?

爱过,痛过,哭过,
现在心里的,是恨,还是留恋?
是不甘心,还是还爱着?
一个拥有容易遗忘性格的人,
是好还是坏?
回忆,谁都抹不掉。

可能就是那么一个某某,
能让你自己心甘情愿去改变,
那才叫刻骨铭心吧。
人嘛,不就是犯贱,
曾经拥有,却不懂珍惜。
也许不是已经放得下,
而是不甘置身寂寞,
宁可把诺言也遗忘了,
也不让自己受委屈。
人,都是自私的。

与其去让别人怜悯,
不如去演一场好戏,
需要时坚强,
需要是懦弱,
宁可在家中崩溃,
也不可让情绪影响身边的人。
后悔的事,每个人都做过,
眼前看到的每一幕,
有想过是自己的报应吗?

如果有那么一次机会,
你会选者重新来过,去尝试去挽回?
还是把那段回忆永远埋掉,再也想不起?

你的选择是?








其实心里一早都有了答案。

One & Only



No other promises, just that one and only promise 
The one promise that I treasured the most


& that promise was broken right in front of my eyes
.Trust.Believe.

V A N I S H E D 

I'll still have faith, but not on this anymore

Inevitable

Life hit me real hard this time. It was beyond disappointments. How would someone actually live without expectations when life seemed to be so deceiving. Everyone lives in disguise, but not everyone are selfish. Those who never cared about how others feel will never experience the true feeling of being cared & loved. 

We can't stop others from neither saying or doing something even though you might not like it. Things would be too perfectly set if everyone shared the same heart & mind, thus, chaos. Challenges were meant to make you stronger & grow from experience so that you would not fall back to the same trap & make the same mistake again.

Dignity comes in different forms. When one does not have dignity, the one will be valueless regardless of what other good things you ever did. I once believed, but now, instant draw back of respect *spits*.  


I still believe that Karma is a bitch, it will hit you back real hard one day. 


Current mood : Having post concert effect, the voice of Eason Chan still lingers around my ear. First concert in my life *smirks*



toodles

Blog to express, not to impress

As I used to have an old blog with the same web address previously, I swapped it and kick starting it off again with this web address all over again, the previous one I would keep as memories of my past. 

Okay, back to this brand new blog.


I would not say 2015 was a pretty good year for me, it did not ended well & did not started well but things are getting better from time to time. Despite of the ups & rampant downfalls including the heartbreaks and tears, YEAP I'm still alive. Would say all these are challenges that were meant to happen in my life & I made it through *woooooooots*.

I read my old post and read what I posted 3 years back:

"I changed, I admit. Who doesn't change? If you don't like the way I changed into, just fuck off. It will only show how pathetic and fragile our friendship is. Living as the life I'm moving on now, guess I'm seeing the world more than ever. Realising how realistic the world is, realising it's all about the game. There will never be a winner, just players. " 



I couldn't recall why did I posted that back then. but yeah, "there will never be a winner, just players & losers". Still can't agree more on this.


2016, I can't guarantee it will be a 100% fortunate year for me but I'm anticipated in facing the upcoming challenges that would come to me. I don't live in disguise, I live to see how disguised the world is.



I'm out of words. Done for now.





Viva La Vida
toodles