No other promises, just that one and only promise
The one promise that I treasured the most
& that promise was broken right in front of my eyes
.Trust.Believe.
V A N I S H E D
I'll still have faith, but not on this anymore
Life hit me real hard this time. It was beyond disappointments. How would someone actually live without expectations when life seemed to be so deceiving. Everyone lives in disguise, but not everyone are selfish. Those who never cared about how others feel will never experience the true feeling of being cared & loved.
We can't stop others from neither saying or doing something even though you might not like it. Things would be too perfectly set if everyone shared the same heart & mind, thus, chaos. Challenges were meant to make you stronger & grow from experience so that you would not fall back to the same trap & make the same mistake again.
Dignity comes in different forms. When one does not have dignity, the one will be valueless regardless of what other good things you ever did. I once believed, but now, instant draw back of respect *spits*.
I still believe that Karma is a bitch, it will hit you back real hard one day.
Current mood : Having post concert effect, the voice of Eason Chan still lingers around my ear. First concert in my life *smirks*
toodles
As I used to have an old blog with the same web address previously, I swapped it and kick starting it off again with this web address all over again, the previous one I would keep as memories of my past.
Okay, back to this brand new blog.
I would not say 2015 was a pretty good year for me, it did
not ended well & did not started well but things are getting better from
time to time. Despite of the ups & rampant downfalls including the
heartbreaks and tears, YEAP I'm still alive. Would say all these are challenges
that were meant to happen in my life & I made it through *woooooooots*.
I read my old post and read what I posted 3 years back:
"I changed, I admit. Who doesn't change? If you don't
like the way I changed into, just fuck off. It will only show how pathetic and
fragile our friendship is. Living as the life I'm moving on now, guess I'm
seeing the world more than ever. Realising how realistic the world is,
realising it's all about the game. There will never be a winner, just players.
"
I couldn't recall why did I posted that back then. but
yeah, "there will never be a winner, just players & losers".
Still can't agree more on this.
2016, I can't guarantee it will be a 100% fortunate year for
me but I'm anticipated in facing the upcoming challenges that would come to me. I don't live in disguise, I live to see how disguised the world is.
I'm out of words. Done for now.