Will it come true?

Melvin came back to work today! =D.
But still. As boring & dull like ytd.
Sien... Open counter again.
Ever since the first day I came back to work, everyday also I open counter..
One week plus dy. =(.
Everyday surely short something one.
Not short cash, den short stock. grrrrrr. help..
Captured lots of pictures again today. Pictures will be the rest for my post. I'm lazy to type =D



was fixing up standee.. but the ''3d'' part need to be fixed inside. so someone gotta crawl inside the standee. & thats me. LOL

Melvin Aaron Navin, his name.


Found another spects that customer left . LOL.
Made use of it again..



I look super duper nerd with that on.. LOL

Even more nerd LOL!

Sundar again XD

Sau Yin

Our TGV projectionist xD.. who just got married not long ago. having a happy & bahagia life now he said =D

Make use of my apron. XD

Started to get boring,

Melvin took mun yee's handphone, and started hiding .

Lam's is trying to get her phone by standing on the chair.

sundar wants to put it inside the air conditoner. xD

Lam was the one who got bullied today. all day long xD.

Lucky me =)

yeepeeeee. I'm gonna have 3 days off. trip to KL. gonna shop like mad. =D. Will be back with PICHASSSS.. =)

the cashier's counter not only for having transactions with customers

=)

& melvin mispronounced ur name xD

Toddles. xoxo

Doink day

What a day.. Since today is Tuesday, So there were not much people watching movies.. The sales of Candy bar is even lesser than yesterday. xD.
& since we got nothing much to do, picture time!

You can see I'm actually not at my counter =D.
Only two customers. Counter two can manage it ge lar.. heeeeee =)

The Chipmunks standee are too cute. xD. Pulled lam along to take picture with me.

Someone said the one with spects looks like lam LOL

How I wished they belong to me =D. Total of RM760.60 for my counter =D

Popcorn! Popcorn by Sundar ''prince of popcorn'' are the nicest.

popcorns & drinks are free for staffs. So whenever staffs are bored standing at candy bar during free time without customers.. Staffs will be doing things like below..

End up eating popcorns at candy bar xD

Miss lammy worked at tele-sales today, so she was supposed to sit inside tele-sales room from 10-6pm. haha..

The other one who worked tele-sales dunno went where lepak. left lam alone =D

Without wearing shoes. Nvm. at least her pose was not bad at first..

but end up sitting like this ! xD

There was a sunglasses inside tele-sales room without a owner. So we made use of it.. although it's not nice at all, but it was used as our tool for pictures =D

POSERS!

Subra was at the back, lam fed up listening to his stories. xD

Alfred said I look weird in cap & apron

Sau Yin =)

Sundar ( prince of popcorn ). something is wrong with his hair today. DEFINITELY

Davin =). The one who named me as wan ton mee & lam as maggie mee

sei gay lou Satheesh. Always call me sei lesbian . Ish.

Can't capture a picture of Parthiban, so capture the pic I drew yesterday on the stock cover =D

Subra's look . Weird huh? haha

My Masterpiece.. =D . the ugly one.

Some customers left a brand new stocking inside the cinema..

Lam forced me to wear it on ..

& It looks like this.

FREAKING UGLY.

Last but not least,

I like Azimah's recycle bag =D

& I miss you Kevin.. Life at TGV without you is boring =(

=)

Lau Kit Mun !

imissyou.

We'll miss you :(

Kevin's Last day.

Gosh. Feeling so heavyhearted to say bye bye to him.

Even though I just got to knew him this year when I start to work at TGV in January,

But seems like he's the closest friend for me & lam at TGV.

Always got bullied by we both,

bullied us as well.

It's really sad that you're leaving.

It's impossible for me to express out all the feelings that how much both of us gonna miss you.

Don't know when will be the next time we'll meet each other.

But even so, I still wish you luck kevin.
Wish you all the best in your future undertakings.

Better in time =)

Black & white..
meaning simple and ordinary.
Eyes wide open,
wondering are all these suppose to be this way ?
I don't know what's in front ,
But I know I'm on the correct path now.
Others might think that I'm on the wrong one,
But somehow it's still me who decide everything.
happiness belongs to me & not others.
You won't know if you never try to work on it..
As long as you're happy with it,everything is fine.
Now is more important.
Forget the past, move forward !
Don't think too much bout what will happen in the future.
You'll never know..
Treasure the happiness you're having now =)




& I think bout you even when I closed my eyes .

♥ toddles.

♥ is all I can feel now.

Latest me I consider? =D.
eye bags just can't be ignored I know :(
I'm trying to work on it.


Had my last paper today *accounts* . comfirmed dead. & most likely I think I have to repeat that subject again.. *sad*. Anyway. I don't wanna talk much bout it now =). Weeeee. At last I'm having a official sem break from now on ! YAY! heeeeeeee :)

Celebrated lam's birthday 2 nights back..=) I hope she love all the presents & include all the surprises she got .. :) Had dinner with vince, ha, sam, kitty, di yan, & lam to celebrate lam's bday. Watched The Ugly Truth. Damn , It's a nice movie. 9/10 .


* the truth is always ugly *

imagine u're in love with someone who teased u at the begining, teaching u how to seduce other people, but end up falling to each other. How sweet =)


Weeeeee. I'm just so excited that exam is finally over!!!!
* even though the results might kill me *


& those little things you do or say eventually just make me smile. =)

You are the reason

First day back to work at TgV. Maybe cuz I'm not used to standing for hours after so long. End up toe cramp xD. I was actually happy cuz there's double pay for Raya. N I thought on my own ''I don't think I first few days just go back jau need to open counter gua''

Went in to manager room for hand punch.. Normally for people who open counter there's a star beside the person's name. I look on to the white board

Tracy *

Bla bla bla ( I forgotten the name )*

Wing Lock *

Siew hui * *emotions changed immediately when i saw this*

new staff



Grrrrrr..So it means 4 counters, 4 cashier, n one runner. & the runner is a totally new staff.. zZzzz. Including me as a cashier when I don't know everything bout all the new prizes those.. At the end I short rm1.60 =( . Don't know the manager will help me cover or not.=P

Everyone keep telling me that I've gained weight. So shit wey.. must go on a diet dy.. Must lose weight before I back for next sem.. I swear!



HE came to look for me for lunch =)). Due to the matter of time, Only went to food & tea for lunch.. *already more than enough* =D.. I actually went for break for almost an hour today . haha. don't know if Leong wrote me having 1 hour break in timesheet or not. Nah. I don't care.. Not important =)..

Back to work. finish work at 6. Again, he accompanied me to walk around.. * smiles from the heart * & I also met kitty & di yan paktor-ing when we're walking around..
Just reach home not long ago.. Grrrrr. gotta memorize income statement & balance sheet format tonight.
I must pass my accounts. I MUST. It's a MUST.
Accounts pls fast fast come fast fast go.. I mau mati dah..

Lam's is joining me tomorrow for work =D.. How sweet =)...




& I'm really happppppy ..

xoxo ♥

Picture was taken few days back.
Eyes bags were not that obvious that time
Now? Don't even wanna describe my look
I wonder how my mummy will react when she sees me this coming friday?
''Ah lui ar, why you so chan dy one?''
Comfirm she will say this. LOL.

4 papers down, 2 more to go.
Arggggh. I can't wait for it to finish.
Econs was okay okay.. at least better than what I expected it to be =)
P/s : thanks kelvin ow, for teaching me econs. :)
P/s : can I absent for computer studies's paper? =P



I'm darn sleepy now.
Only slept at 7 something this morning & woke at 11 something.
Gonna take a short nap =))


*dozing off*

& I read it over n over again. =)

xOxO.




Toddles..

Is that You?

Found this picture when I was looking back into pictures inside my phone
2 years back =)

思君之意，灭不得。

念君之心，永不悔。

杰出之日，不远之。

文书寄情，愿君了。

*another copyrighted one*

If you are observant enough, you will know the meaning behind it =).

Gaaaaaah! no mood to study.

Tomorrow exam-free ...So, relax a lil. Just A-LIL.

The construction area behind my house is really driving me crazeeeee.. =/

Everyday drill here drill there..

Soon they gonna drill into my brain dy..

From morning 7am till 6pm. Gila! Insane! Sakai!

There're still another 5 bottles of beer inside the refrigerator

Feel like drinking them all and *poooom* sleep like a pig =D

I wanna sleep wanna sleep...

But everytime I tried to sleep,

there must be some *noise* out of no where..

Soon gonna have mentally disorder..

Tick tock tick tock..Signing off ♥

*smooches*

♥ to ♥

boredom ar boredom. why will you leave me ?

Not gonna talk bout my maths paper.
Spending a whole-sleepless-night seems to be unavailing. Geeeesh.
Covered up the chapters I supposed to cover for Accounts tonight. =)
Talked bout the past just now with lam & steven.
Those memories just flashed back.
Just like watching movie ;)
Yea, talked bout movie,
I'm going back to work during my sem break *smiles*
Yeeeaaaap. back to TGV. once again.
Kinda happy with it cuz I get to work with my darling.s Vinson & Kevin again ...
For sure gonna kena bully by me and mun yee once again =)
my life has been a hectic one..
Been so prudent in doing stuffs but yet,
still got beguiled by distractions.
Grrrrrrrrrr....
nevermind. that's me =)
accept the unacceptable..
predict the unpredictable..
Learning to be forbearing :)


& Impossible is Nothing




* Off to bed ♥ *



Toddles :)

A girl's heart can be as deep as the ocean =)

吾念君也,

君乃吾所思,

喜乃君所赐,

悲乃君所灭.

日无君,吾独之,

夜无君,吾愁也.

君乃吾之天下也



copyrighted =)






& kau adalah sayangku =)

Public Speaking =(

Taking a break from studying =D


Ignore my pyjamas & my messed up hairstyle
considered as a serious look of mine ? haha
current time 2.40am
Since not gonna wake up at 6 later, so gonna boost up my speed a lil for maths
Grrr. public speaking tmr.
Wish me luck people

*eye bags getting worst day by day*

Pls save me

Most of all, notice me & mun yee's ''chan'' look.
eyes dunno swelled up like what.





I hardly could fall asleep this few days. Damn
I'm sorry to say that,
Everytime I get to fall asleep in the afternoon,
Hoping just to have a quiet 2 hours sleep.
For sure, 30 mins da most,
I'll surely woke by what I consider as ''sound pollution''
I just gotta say you people are very inconsiderate.
Aih..
Maybe you people don't know what am I doing inside my room
But even if I'm not sleeping,
I would have been studying
FINALS IS STARTING TOMORROW.
Maybe it's my own problem for not telling you guys bout that prob either.
I m getting frustrated over this already.
I don't know when am I going to burst keeping all this with me
I just want to scream now!!!!
Mentally abusing me. . . Arggggh.









I don't wanna end up sleeping like this. Aih.



I don't know when all the foul languages will come out from my mouth.








The insomnia me.
*dozing off*






& thank god u're here to accompany me, or else I've gone crazy.

P/s : Do you hear me?

Was on the way home after dinner just now..

Suddenly talked about ghost story with mun yee..

She was telling me what her sis told her...





Got once, a man was driving on highway, passing by the terowong to Taiping.

He saw a lady, carrying her baby, without any transport.

So he stopped by and agrees to get them a free ride..

On the way, suddenly he heard the baby was crying non stop, louder & louder

So he felt curious & have a look from the mirror..

He saw the lady was actually eating her own child ! eating!

I don't know whether this is real or not. But it's totally insane if it is.

So as an exchange. I told mun yee one as well

There was once, A married couple was on their way to Genting

Half way, the car broke down.

The man asked the wife to wait him inside the car, he's gonna go get help

So the man went off, and didn't come back after a long time.

His wife got worried, and decided to get off the car and look for his husband.

She saw cars passing by , so she waved and hope those cars will give her a ride.

But those car didn't stop, in fact, whenver there's a car that pass by her car, will speed up.

She didn't know what's wrong.

Until a police car came and stopped by

''Run here now. Don't look back. Faster ''

Without a word, The lady listened to the police.

Got into the police car, & she looked back to her own car.

.
.
.
* we almost reach home that time. mun yee's home is 1192, she was driving.. Guess she's too into the story, we only reached 1196, & she already wanna park her car into other people's house..''apa ni??'' lam said. she saw bicycles inside the house & thought that was her house . LOL*
.
.
.
So, the lady looked back,

she saw there's 'something' standing on top of her car,

holding

her

husband's

head.




***end of story***



sometimes all this stories do freak me out. LOL.

Having headache today as it is quite suffering for me.

Hardly focus on my notes.

Aih.

+ there are other stuff distracting me

*sound pollution & etc*

Feeling tired today.

Physically tired.

Very tired.




& you said ''SHIRLY''

Feeling unusually happy =)

A picture tells a thousand words. =)



& I can't get you off my mind

& again

Public Speaking

Maths

English

Econ

Computer Studies

Accounts



5 out of this 6 subjects are killing me
especially computer studies & accounts !
Deadly subjects
There're lots of students staying back in Foundation because of this two subjects.
Argggh. I don't hope I am one of them
Seriously killing me..makes me breathless. Grrrrr.
Why I chose Utar but not Ktar?
Why I chose foundation? but not A-levels? ADP? or others?
Nevermind. No use complaining now.
It's already a fact.
At least I'm not in Form 6.
* I would have suicided if I went form 6 *


Have been facing with mood swings this few weeks.
Not PMS okay?
Depression came to my door step..
Thank God , everytime I'm depress or sad
It's always YOU who have been cheering me up for the past few weeks.=)
I don't know what others might think or comment.
I don't really care bout it.
but I'm just afraid of one thing..
But time proves everything right?
No matter what it proves,
I'll learn from it .
& I just hope that everything will be fine .






& maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too

I am No.1

At last, yesterday,
I watched Final Destination 4.
Great movie . 9/10 =))
The main actor is Damn charming =]


I thought final destination already more than enough for me to puke.
But once we finished movie at 1.15.
Leong treated me & lam another movie.
The unbelievable.
This movie seriously freaks me out..
Whole row only me & mun yee
It's 100 times worst than final destination. goosh
Disgusting.. very.. Yucks
Luckily I did not take my lunch before I go for the movie.
Or else I'll just dirty the cinema =D
Since everything is real, I can't really sleep at night.

Finals is on next Friday.
Which starts with Public Speaking. Goooosh.
& I hate memorizing those FACTS!
Help me! Save me!


I realize something =)
I think now I can consider that I had totally let go of the past.
Those will left as memories.
& Life goes on.
I think I like the new life of mine =)
I don't know whether will things go smoothly
Or it'll just be a dream.
I just know I'm happy now.
Like I said in my previous post,
Even cupid might strikes wrongly.
But at least it brings you memories.



& You brighten up my days just like the Sun =)

Perhaps

A view out of the window from the plane


We always face problems.
Ups and Downs
We feel that it's end of the world when we got hurt
I used to be one.
Being pessimistic all the time
& thought it's end of the world everything when I can't deal with problems
Now I'm looking forward to my life
Seeing things differently
Changing silently
& I'm no longer the old one anymore.

How do you see the world?
I'm only a girl who was brought to this world
From a fearless & a problem-free kid,
into a young-adult now.
Facing with more & more problems day by day
Gaining more experience from the mistakes that I did
Never asked to be an extraordinary girl in other's eyes
But only a girl searching for her own dream.

What's your dream?
It's never too late or too early to have a dream
I might not have set a goal for my life.
But I do have a dream
Everyone has a dream which they wished it will come true one day
A dream doesn't mean it must be something that will come true,
You have your dream.
I have mine.
It's just you who can make your own dream come true.

No matter how successful you are,
No matter how rich you are,
No matter how famous you are,
When you look out from the window,
You're just a small tiny living organism in the universe.

When cupid came to your heart's door step,
Will you open the door & welcome it without thinking?
Or you'll wait for the right time to invite it into your heart?
Will you regret even if the cupid mistaken your heart with others?
Or will you not regret even cupid made a mistake?
It just depend on your own point of view.
Perhaps cupid might came to you for times.
But in your whole life.
Only once, it came right.
Even for those mistakes that cupid made.
At least cupid brought you memories.

Gossips flying in the air
Harsh words coming out from other's mouth
It's a test for you
A test to examine your stamina
How long you can endure with all this
Will you stand up and fight back like a bitch?
Or you'll keep yourself quiet
As long as you think you did nothing wrong
Remember. Stay back. Stay calm.
When a dog barks at you, will you bark back?




Do what that makes you happy.
Don't make things too complicated
Now is now.

Life is nothing but searching for Happiness.





& who knows when will cupid come to your doorstep?

Y.O.U

I just scanned my old old old pictues into the computer.
thanks to steven .LOL


3 yr old =)
chubby & FAT


6 yr old.They said this doesn't look like me at all . =P



Standard 1. Damn childish look wei. haha


Heart is going up and down. again.

& I feel happy but at the same time I'm worried.

falling for you ♥

This song is sort of telling out my feelings =)

But not totallly all the lyrics suit to explain.

Part of the lyrics from Falling For You ♥- Colbie Caillat.

I don’t know but

I think I may be

Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til I know you better

I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out.

* I m afraid I will make a wrong decision *